Sometimes you do things because you want it so badly. And its not wrong, but people might get the wrong impression of why you did those things. So you don't breathe a word to anyone.
Not the outcome I would have liked but I'm alright. Surprisingly alright. Definitely saddened. But it's not my whole life depending on it anymore. Keep in View...

Went for healing school thursday afternoon. Its always good to learn especially when Reverend Tony was giving an inspired teaching. About God having to fulfill His promises because He can't go against His Word. Because of His covenant and promise to Abraham and His new covenant in the form of Jesus Christ. Sort of like an obligation. Good for people who are in the business world. But my understanding of God is that He loves us and WANTS to bless us. Not because he is bound by terms of a contract. Nonetheless, it was an interesting point of view...

Met Dennis in the evening just to catch up and chat. Talked about things ranging from cell to serving in church and of course the favourite topic of all guys around the world.... SOCCER!!! =P
Anyway, I decided to hang around Tampines after he went home. Didn't go home till much much later.

Had prayer meeting this evening. Good time of prayer. There are more and more people as weeks go by. A sign that we're on the right track? I believe so. God spoke to me during thanksgiving near the end of the meeting. Now I've decided to throw off the things that hinder. I shall press towards the goal.

Speaking of goals... I shall score plenty tomorrow afternoon. I think there'll be an insane number of players coming down. Probably have to play a mini-league of four 7-a-side teams. Need to get some rest. Goodnight world. By the way, I'm still amazed at how 'alright' I'm feeling. Praise God for that.

::: Song of the Day :::
Can I just be something
Somewhere in your room that you won't notice
Maybe I'll be paper or books thrown on your floor
Move me when you want to
I'll live where you put me
In your VCR if I become a cassete
Or on top of your computer
If that's where I would fit then so be it

But things can't be perfect
All the time that I know
Sometimes we just have to let some things go

I will not say one word
I'll just hang around
I won't annoy you at all
When you move out I'll stay until I'm thrown away
But then it won't matter

I promise to start now (to start now)
I promise to start now (to start now)

Letting go is my life
I'll be on my way.....
| armor for sleep - kind of perfect |